Mixedfeeling.

2012-02-10T20:45:00.001+08:00

Hey! I guess this is really dead and i hope no one I know is still reading this blog. Haha.

Sec three life wasn't as easy as i think it would be. Stress to the max.

I am starting to interact with most of the people in the class. But I still get left out quite often.

My friends all in other classes and my class only contain three 2A students. The rest are all in groups.

Sometime, I felt rather lonely in class but then I would tell myself that I have to learn to be alone sometime.

My friends and family won't always be there for me. I must learn how to control the feeling of loneliness.

Yes, it's awful but what to do? Haha. People came in together with their group. Hope it will get better the following month and year.

My sec three class is really different from my sec 2 class. People in there are all very good in their English.

Haha!! I started to have more chance speaking English. They had a goal to work toward it and all very confidence in themselves. They are not selfish at all. The group of new friends I know, doesn't look down on ppl. They helped me a lot. Haha. I am glad to have classmate like them. :D

And I am too lazy to type anymore. BYE!

2011-12-12T17:52:00.001+08:00

Hello. I kind of like One direction. Haha.
A piece of bad and good news.
Bad news is My organ spoil already. Haha.
Good news is I might get to buy a digital Piano. Haha.

Robo! I call them F1 cus they run so freaking fast! Haha!
Going to JW house this sun and stay over. Guess what?! This two husband and wife
make the second batch bady already! Haha! So 2 plus 3 = 5. Then 5 plus dunno how many.
So her house got More then nine hamster now. Hahaha! Later like Yee jeng like that, More then 14 hamsters in her house. Hahaha!!! But nevermind. I love it.

I have got nothing to post anymore. Haha. Going to stalk One direction now~. Hahaha!

Byebye ^^ :D

2011-12-10T21:41:00.001+08:00

Helloo. Finally ANCO as come to the end. How i wish that my SJAB training got all this wonderful people. I like the others school SJAB, they are bonded very well and also they have a lot ppl... Unlike us. 6 Person only. I am still wondering if i can pass the course a not... SRSLY. I did everything so badly. I am so careless, So blur and everything. Nothing is done properly. Today , flag bearer, i always thought that Singapore flag is being put down first! Yep, Kena shouted by Ma'am. So dam awkward! But I keep telling myself... learn from mistake. Haha. Didn't wanted to volunteer but that yee xin at there hint hint hint.. so i just give it a try. Can see that Yi shen sir, Jeremy sir quite pissed off but what can WE do. It's our first time. Never once touch before the flag pole thingy. Haha! God, just let me pass! :) The test was quite confusing. Haha. They want us to Write who is the zone commissioner for Zone 6. I srsly dunno, so i wrote the Chief commissioner. I know that i am like super wrong but what to do? Plus is 'DR' not 'MR'. At least i tried my every best.

When you stand up today, I was so happy for you! Good luck and shine!!! uhhooo! When you give command, your voice is the only sound that i can hear. When you smile, I feel like pulling out ur teeth. Haha. Joking. When you smile, I can't stop staring at you. When ANCO end, I know that it is time to stop Admiring you. Haha! You shouldn't done that to me. Hahaha. I still enjoyyyyyy the wind though. Hahaha! Way to go, BRO~!

My platoon is hotel,very fun, we are always number one. Make new friends and cheer together. We are proud to be a leader. Haha! First cheer, sound quite awful. Haha!
I like the second one, cus very sexy and funny.

OH MY GOD, I think i need a manicure. The sun i swear is bleaching my hair, red, blue ,yellow green. I dunno, i dun care .... Then we ended off cus like NO LINK. HAHA!
So we everytime will 'OMG I THINK I NEED THE MANICURE THE SUN I SWEAR ' Then everyone started laughing. Cus got this girl, a very cute girl, syirah, do the action like so WTF. Hahaha!

Third cheer, Didn't turn out quite well but still alright.
Sexy and i know it. That song.

When we walk in this game, this is how they see. They stop for a while and staring at us. We got the power and the passion and we ain't afraid to show it , show it, show it, Hotel ~! Okay... The ending like .... Hahaha. But still like it. Cus of the action too.

SRSLY ENJOY THIS CAMP A LOT. HAHA! I AM SMILING WHILE TYPING. LOL!
I really hope i pass this course! Hahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Haha, Yee xin Almost turn into a crying bady in front of me.
YX:' I am really proud of u guy'
Me: Also dunno can pass a not!!
YX: At least u all come til here. I am so proud.
Me: Dun cry. Haha. Hug hug.
Yx: Hug hug.
Me: Run away. Haha!

My and my dear can't stop the COOL GIRLS JOKE. HAHAHAHAHA! SUPER RETARD!! BUT I ENJOY IT LIKE HELL! Even the action like so dam old fashion!

Okay, off to walk with my Siao mother. ^^
I love you and I hate you. Haha!
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO OIL.
HAHAHA! Bye!

2011-12-08T21:29:00.001+08:00

This is how i am feeling right now. Hai~

Deleted all my previous post as i thought that it is kind of LAME. Haha!
I am done with ANCO THEORY AND CAMP. Two more to go. I wonder if i will pass this course. I hope i will. :) Anyway, Camp was somehow fun. Better then i expected. I brought back happiness as well as sadness.

If you did not do that in the first place, you won't left such a deep impression in my heart.
It is just that click i needed yet you are not giving me. Haha. I know i am kind of stupid over here but isn't how this is blog used? I think after awhile i will be fine. Hahaha. I know i am not IN THAT KIND OF FEELING. :D

Back to camp.
Tiring three days. Wake up at 5.30 am very morning.
Hiking was fun! HAHAHA! I didn't know why they said that they are not going to do that again.
After hiking was a disaster . Why? CUS!

1 AM PLUS -Reached TWSS. BATH. NAGGING AND SCOLDING FROM JERRY KO sir -'- HAHAHA!
2.30 AM - HOTEL ( Which is my paltoon) Duty paltoon to clean up the canteen.
Kena Night duty for no reason. I DIDN'T SIGN IN EXTRA! T^T HAHAHA!
3.OO AM- NIGHT DUTY STARTED!
4. 14 AM- NIGHT DUTY ENDED.
4.20AM- INSIDE SLEEPING BAG. ZZZZZZZZ.
5.30 AM WAKE UP. AND THAT'S ALL FOR MY SLEEPING TIME!
YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I SUFFER THE NEXT DAY?!
HAHAHA. My mind is totally blank. Flu. Blur vision.
When doing refection, my mind like got so many voices. And i spell ' Improve' as 'Impore' HAHAHA! I am so dam sleepy!!!!!!! Didn't bother to change it. I just want to sleep. I saw impore but i just can't open my eyes anymore. HAHA! An hour plus of sleep and i need to be active for the next 17 hours. OH AND THE FROGS IN TWSS OR NEAR TWSS JUST CAN'T SHUT UP! FEEL LIKE BOXING THEM ALL. End of camp story. HAHAHA!

Rather restless this few days. Told mum my feeling , she call me dun think too much :)
I am really fairy glad to have my mum as my mum leh! Always so understanding. Hahaha!
I love you MOTHER! If i tell my father, he will like' I SLAP YOU AR!' But everytime dun have. Hahaha!!!!!! He won't slap me for no reason. In my life , he slapped me once.That time really fuck up man. I am not even in the wrong, even my brother was like. WEI PA! WHY U SLAP HER?! He said it is because of my tone. LOL. He bad mood more like it la. He bad mood + I bad mood= Me kena slapped. T^T Remember not talking to him for two days ONLY! SHOULD DUN TALK TO HIM FOREVER LO. HAHAHAHAHAHA! JOKING! I LOVE MY FAMILY LIKE HOW I LOVE MYSELF!

Done for today post.

Xoxo, Mabel. :) ^^